Hey guys,

So yeah, as the title says, November sucks!
November and April are the most hardest and busiest months for me. All because of the studies, it's that time when at the end of the month you need to show all the works you've done during the term.
These weeks were crazy, I was working so hard, trying to do all my works, when realized that I still haven't finished them all. It's like a rule, you will finish everything only at the last day before those art review days. You can't finish them few weeks earlier. It has always been like that

Waking up in the morning is a pain now, I can't wake up at the right time. I can't hear the ringing of my clock, I set dozens of them and I still can't get up. Or even if I hear the clock ringing, while I'm still at sleep I set it to ring after 10 minutes, and when it rings again is set it to another 10 minutes again, and it continues like that until I realize that I missed my first lectures.

I hate this term, I work slow and fail at everything what I do. Maybe I'm getting too old for this stuff. During these last few weeks I return home with a headache. Then sleep till night because I have no energy to do anything else. And then work till morning because I need to do my homework.

Well, I'm always working at night, it never bothered me, but it seems atm I'm probably too tired, I should sleep for a couple of days non stop to get my strength back. Unfortunately, I can't let myself to have such luxury

I can't wait till everything is over! I have so many works that I started and haven't finished, that it's seriously not funny anymore. I'll gonna spend whole December doing them so prepare for a huge boost of paintings.

Hope you guys are doing better then me